sorry i been away so long been at work not been at home got home last night at 1am and had the place to clean and went bed at 3am so havent had chance til today but easter holss ive asked to work all day long i hate ben at home.

aswell i am at the point of break up with katie as had enouth

well i deffinately hope you guys find your path to happyness.

well lets see my weekend was pretty boring... good, but boring. two of my best friends went to a dance with their dates on friday... leaving me quite alone. seeing as how i don't go to school and have no dances to go to... but its ok, i got to here all their stories and we spent the night together. so it turned out fun. but anywho thats about it... my weekends have been so boring lately. i haven't gotten in trouble at all!!!

My Weekend was bascaly work lol.

Saturday i worked from 7am till midnight. then

sunday i worked from 7am till midnight again

then when i got home my parents left all the mess for me to clean up so wasent in bed till atleast 3am then i was back up at 5am for a shower and everything to get ready for my shift the next day. I enjoy it it thow its fab funn

just havving problems with relationship and at the meoment i have a choice to mke to split and stay mates or saty togeter and give up my hobby in titanic.

come to the point which i hoped never come been made to choice between katie and my hobby. Really dose get on my nerves.

but the thing is i aint giving up my hobby for no body what so ever. Its my family history and stuff so i dont want to give my hobby up.

end of the day the past 2 months i have been made to be really miserbale and i really cant take much more

wow sierra! lol i'm sure that's a record for u!! =)

n titanicboss, u shouldn't change urself for someone unless u rly want to. i refuse to change myself for anybody(unless its something minor). u should sit down and talk to katie about how ur feeling(well when u get the time). maybe if she knew how u felt then she'd understand and begin to be more caring. hope everything works out for u.

as for my weekend...
friday- grocery shopping
saturday- absolutely nothing(it was the worstt day of the weekend tho)
sunday- horseback riding in the morning then i went to my sisters softball practice so i could run a bit.

but today at track, omg, i did something to my leg and it feels like there's a thousand knives stabbing me in the thigh. it hurtss soooo bad. it rly hurts to walk dude.

well i'm off for a bit. ttyl!

i sat down with her today and what happand was the worst thing ive known so far for a realationship. I tolled her how i felt and she said that she coudnt give a dam what i think. She said aslong as she as me she dosent care how miserable she makes me.

she then said i still have to choice between my hobby or her. I now thinking and i staying with my hobby. Aswell she said that she dsent really care about me she just likes the fact she can say she has a boyfriend and that she dosent give a dam on how she makes me feel

awwww... omg.
i feel so bad for u dude.


n remy, u need to find a new hobby. playing video games day in n day out isn't good for u. u'll get fat n stuff... that doesn't attract many girls. EXERCISEEE!!!! lol



anyways, sorry i haven't been on in awhile... been busy wit track n stuff. so how ya'll been.

i feel so lost n lonely n depressed.
i haven't seen danny in an entire month. u possibly couldn't have any idea how much it's killing me. i miss him soo muchh. i wish i could have his arms around me right now.

hey chanel
i think i understand what you feel like... it must be terrible to not be able to see the person you love for such a long time...
but i'm sure you'll see him again soon.
for him it must be as hard as it is for you too... or even harder.
dont u talk to each other on the phone/via email/whatever?
don't u have spring break? we here in germany do, and its sooo boring...
talk to yall later...
kathi

yeahh.
n i tried callin him all weekend but he never answered. he told his friend he don't kno where his phone is. so idk...
n when he's on myspace he don't stay on long. i think he goes on in school. so we don't get to talk muchh. it sux.

n we do have spring break but it's not for long cuz we used most of our days for makeup days. d a m n snow! so we have a 3 day weekend then it's back to school.


omg i've been listenin to sooo many taylor swift songs cuz right now they all apply to wat i'm feeling. shes amazing. do u guys ever listen to her??